I'm Scared...
Hey Guys x Today, as you read this (if you're reading on the day that I upload), then it is the 1st of June. This is the month that I leave college. And a lot of people have said this to me, regarding exam results or just leaving in general, but I haven't said it to myself or to anyone else. I'm scared. I'm scared that I didn't start revising early enough and now it's too late to make a difference. I'm scared that I was never destined to pass anything in the first place, that going to university is just a distant dream that I was never meant to achieve. I'm scared that I've wasted the last 2 years of my life and, come August, I'll have nothing to show for it. I'm scared that I won't get the results that I want and I'll have to make some big decisions in a really short space of time. I'm scared of that moment 5 seconds before opening my results, when someone else has got exactly what they needed and is screami...